We’ve gotta tell you. Source within you adores you SOOOOO much, that when you think a thought that is other than that, you go right out of range of Source. Source never stops feeling it about you. But you vibrate yourself right out of range.
Then you say, “I feel unworthy!”
We say, “That’s ridiculous! Just vibrate yourself back into range. Just vibrate back into range.”
You say, “How do I do that when I am so terrible?”
Stop saying that, for one thing! Stop beating the drum of it for another. Start looking for evidence of some wellbeing or goodness within you. It might be buried deeply, but it IS in there!
Look for it! Look for it! Look for it! Look for it!
When you look for it, you always find it, until before you know it, you feel like you are. [worthy]
Esther noticed it right from the beginning. She would bring herself into alignment with Abraham through meditation. And then through the years, she could easily get into alignment just in anticipation of a gathering like this. Even in the early days, she would notice that, when she walked off the stage and looked in the mirror back in her sleeping room, that as she was fresh from the full blown vibration of Abraham, she looked beautiful and lovely and there was a sense of adoring self she was not used to seeing.
Because for years, when she looked in the mirror, she didn’t like that and she didn’t like that and she felt bad about that and guilty about that…
You trained yourself to stop loving yourself. But when you see ANYTHING through the eyes of Source, you train yourself back into alignment.